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Saturday, December 4, 2010

Assignments Ended; Exams Start

Phew, finally our last assignment, the moral campaign had successfully presented on yesterday! It was a great success. I do feel proud though I just be a tree in one of the drama. HAHA. And I was so lucky that day, I won the luck draw prize! lalala~  This was such a good memories for me, I do enjoyed the process of making this campaign. Initially I still refuse to wear the tree custom, coz it really looks suck la. But den during presentation, I still okay wit it. =)
There were several photos about 'before, during and after' the entire campaign

During the preparation 

Group members

The program group members 

Rehearsal 1 

Rehearsal 2

Rehearsal 3

Su Tian's show

Errr, taking photo wit miss expire!

Yes, she is the Miss Expire I meant just now

SS wit Miss Malaysia --..--

Wit the accessory


5 more days, I will be sitting for my final examination. Argh! I'm short of time to study. What to do huh? I don't even touch my single notes yet! My weakest subject is Malay, but den this sem I'm taking two subjects which was in Malay; Pengajian Malaysia and Pengajian Moral. God bless me to let me pass these 2 LANs please . =)  Gambatteh ! 

Monday, November 29, 2010

Happy Moments

This semester, I spent lots in entertainment, I think the only reason for me to become bankrupt is due to ENTERTAINMENT !  
We went for sing K twice a week! Bravo!!! There were just 3 of us, me, Rushanthine and Hann You. We sing lots of songs, actually we ain't singing, is shouting. Especially Rushan, the song she sang all running pitch. Haiz... Pathetic moment for me and Hann You.  But some of the song she performed quite well. For Hann You, he same with me, can't sing the song with very high pitch, or else our voice will turn to the sound of slaughtering a chicken. He can sing well in some songs, I think he can sing well when he is confident! For me, every time sing K is the time for me to enjoy! My voice not good though, but then I still like to listen to my voice!! LOL! I'm too SS currently.Haha
Here are some photos we captured during sing K, mostly is me =) coz their photos I already uploaded in Facebook, feels free go my profile and view it, under the photo gallery named "life there~~"

Singing

Me and Hann You 

Sing K to ease tension huh ??

Before leaving

Taken by Rushanthine

28th Nov 2010
Today was a tiring day ever, slept at 3am midnight and woke up at 7am.....


This was the second event I attended, which was Bakery Work Shops. It was fun actually, but I ruined the cake. Luckily my savior, Sifu Wong helps me in decorating my cake. I found out that I dont have talents in this field, but Hann You does! He can decorate the cake very nice. Initially we 3, me, Rushan and Hann You tot I be da worst cakes among 3 of us, but then when announce the result, I got the prize! LOL! Unbelievable! But I feel not worth it for Hann You, coz he is da one who helped me in designing da cake but then I got da prize. 
Overall the whole event, I enjoy it still.  wakaka
This is my cake
p/s: designed by Sifu Wong
My cake; The shape I created (+)
Hann You's Cake; the front side of the cake
My cake; the left side of the cake
Rushan's Cake; behind part of the cake
This is our table. messy right! haha
Hann You  And Rushan's cakes..Teehee

My cake; Dis was decorated by Hann You
Hann You's cake; This was Hann You cake, NICE rite!

This coming Saturday, we total of 40 of us, going to present a Kempen Alam Sekitar. I be da tree in one of the show. The story is almost similar to what we had studied in form 4-- the sound machine. But then this time I'm going to talk in Malay, oh gosh, gods bless me please! 
Looking forwards for the Kempen =)


Monday, November 8, 2010

Me in Seremban

Chapter 1 - Seremban

What a tiring trip ever! First time to Seremban to visit my fren in conjunction wit Deepavali. Wat can i say? Indian are enthusiasm! They all are very kind yet protective!  I seldom meet 'dis kind' of family. They never take us as thr guests, they treat us like thr kids. I feel comfortable when I talk to them, summore can polish my language. haha. So called one stone hits two birds. And Seremban, it was a mosquito district! Argh! Lots of mosquito thr, seriously I cant sleep well on tat night in Seremban. Pity my legs!
Once we reached Seremban, Rushan's dad took us back to thr so call grandma hse aka haunted hse. LOL. I feel gt few ghosts linger around the hse when I was sleeping during night time. --..--

We went to the onli shopping complex in Seremban, which is Jaya Jusco. This complex exactly similar to the Jusco in Butterworth. No wonder it seems familiar to me. I tink rushan spent lots in dis complex coz of us. I personally tink tat dis is her honour to spend her money on us rather than gv it to ppl! =)

Hong Kae Shop with YD's specs
Took by myself with YD's specs

Playing bowling, luckily im not the loser of the day!


Chapter 2 - KL
The other day, we went KL. I been KL twice, bt officially dis was the first time, coz last time i never shop lots in kl. Since Hann You and YD wanna buy cloths, so we separated into two groups, Hann You and YD, Me and Rushan. We went timesquare, it was a damn huge complex, when compared to Penang, Penang lose!! We went for a movie titled 'perfect wedding'. a touching movie. I like it indeed!
These were few photos I took in KL.
National Geography New model -CHAN WEI QUAN =)
at the highest floor of LOT10

Took in full house. Steal the hat from there! 
Food I ordered in full house - Curry Laksa
Try to seek me inside. First time play ice-skating



Thursday, November 4, 2010

Music mends Loneliness

Standing alone doesn’t mean that I’m lonely. Walking alone doesn’t imply that I need anybody else beside me. Being mute doesn’t mean that I have nobody to talk to.  It’s just my personality sometime. You might think that i’m a lonely single guy. But, actually I’m not. A person walking on his own path, i have my shadow to accompany me. I never ever want to rely on anybody.. coz when that person is gone, i realize, again, i will have to be on my own. And that sucks! So, it’s better to remind myself to stand on my own feet everytime. Then, i will never ever feel lonely again… it feels great now !
Recently, i fall in love with a voice.. it calms and heals my soul, it temperates my heart.. feels alive listening to a voice like his. I have become a big fan of Katy Perry don’t know since when after Leona Lewis. (p/s: for Rushan, dun tink coz of u or IT! ) Just, so so so nice. so unique by her voice, makes me occupied and not lonely at all! Her extreme actions gt bits over, but at least better than Lady Gaga! I could imagine that when she sing beside me what will I react huh? I think probably will faint or suffocate ? her voice can kill me immediately!
Try to check out dis songs
Firework, dis mv's meaningful!Everyone has his/her own FIREWORK, just depend on u when u gonna ignite them!
Waking up in Vegas, wow, 1 word to xpress, COOL!!! Dun gamble too much, else u ll be like Katy in da MV. haha
These 2 MVs bring lots of moral value! LOL.
Enjoy!

Monday, September 27, 2010

End of Sem 1

Wow, after 14 weeks of struggling, finally my holidays arrived. I'd completed my very 1st sem in my degree. It wasn't that tough that I thought (no offence). 2moro, going back hometown, quite regret that i dint follow my housemates to genting, coz nw only did I realized that life too free = boredom. Too bored ald, nothing to do in my hostel. 2day, I cleaned the balcony and my room. It just used up 1 hour to settle those stuffs. Wat else can I do huh? PPS or sleep ?

SLEEP!!! After go back hometown, I need to adjust my body alarm clock. I ald socked in irregular sleeping timing for a couple of weeks due to exam. Every day eat 2 meals, wake up at 12pm noon, sleep at 3-4am midnight, eat supper especially burger and LOK LOK. Those 'bad' habits should be changed asap.

My break last for 2 weeks, I think I will be bored in my home. I got to buy a new nike shoes, while cell phone stills in my ponderation.After I compered the phone tat my frenz had bought, its functions almost same wit my old phone, tats not much different. Ofcourse there sure got some good points bout the new phone, which are it's TOUCH SCREEN and free wifi available!!! This was the phone tat I desperate for long time.


Random nike shoes



                                                   Nokia X6



Wednesday, September 22, 2010

the 2010 MTV VMA Awards

After my maths test, phew, relieve lots! Still got 2 more subjects to go, which are AnP and Nutrition.

2day, I came across a website that really catch my attention, which was the 2010 MTV VMA Awards Shows, unfortunately, I cant find the full video of the show.
Here are few links that I like on the entire  show.

http://www.mtv.com/videos/misc/559919/u-smile-baby-somebody-to-love-medley-live.jhtml#id=1647211
Justine Bierber performs Baby + Somebody to love. I wondered why he at  performs outdoor?

http://www.mtv.com/videos/misc/559922/dj-got-us-fallin-in-love-omg-medley-live.jhtml#id=1647211
Usher - DJ got us falling in live again + OMG. I like the scene indeed!!! Damn nice (esp when he performs OMG)! But i can say his dance suck.

Bruno Mars, Taylor Swift, Green day, Thirty Second to Mars, Katy Perry(I think she dint perform that day), Eminem, Rihanna, Pink, Lady Gaga (the winner of that day), beyonce, Ne-Yo, Selina Gomaz, B.o.B, PARAMORE !!! all my favourite artists are present themselves on that day!!!!
But I cant even hear Leona Lewis nominated for any awards ... =(

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Useful info

Hmm, it really useful and handy information.
First three are useful for me !
1. When ur hostal or home or dorm or room faces Ants Problem :
Ants hate cucumbers. Keep the skin of cucumbers near the place or ant hole. This method relly best, though i never try it before, coz it's economical and convenient!

2. Ur cloths become yellowish after sending ur cloths to laundry? Here is the cure for ur 'antique-color' shirt
To whiten white clothes : Soak white clothes in hot water with a slice of lemon for 10 minutes. The mail dint state the scientific explaination, but dis is a good attempt!

3. To remove ink from clothes :
Put toothpaste on the ink spots generously and let it dry completely, then wash. Aside from this, Toothpaste can also remove the dirt on our 'white stuff', like white-color laptop, it also can clean the scathes on ur mobile screen !

4.To avoid tears while cutting onions : Chew gum.
5.To boil potatoes quickly : Skin one potato from one side only before boiling
6.To boil eggs quickly : Add salt to the water and boil.
7.To skin sweet potatoes quickly : Soak in cold water immediately after boiling.
8.To get rid of mice or rats : sprinkle black pepper in places where you find mice or rats. They will run away.
9.To rid the smell of fish from your hands : Wash your hands with a little apple vinegar.
10.To avoid smell of cabbage while cooking : Keep a piece of bread on the cabbage in the vessel while cooking.

11. To get maximum juice out of lemons : Soak lemons in hot water for one hour, and then juice them.

12. To give a shine to hair : Add one teaspoon of vinegar to hair, then wash hair
13. To remove chewing gum from clothes : Keep the cloth in the freezer for an hour
14. To make the mirror shine : Clean with spirit
15. To get pure and clean ice : Boil water first before freezing.

Enjoy! =D

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Special post to tease Lao Cha Bo -- Lim Mun Yee

This post actually is to let this fellow, which is my most '8' housemate, name stated above, knows that her good and bad points! So that she wouldn't be masked by those sweet sweet words, its time now for her to walk up!

I prefer start from bad pointSss
1. SS syndrome, though I got bit, but she shows more than I did!
2. Too luxury!! Havent learn to earn money already spent lots
3. Waste food! Most of the time cant finish all the food she ordered. --..--
4. Last minute works, ur atomic structure corusework marks show ur last minute output. wakaka, no offence!
5. Always call me sing K, coz she knows my voice very ugly. Sobx
6. Like to cry, already a teenager, almost step into adult phase summore, still like a child. haiz ... pathetic ~
7. Emotional Unstable SOMETIME . =d
8. Likes to tease me, said me like a clown. (can be proven in her blog!)
9. Speaks louder than actions. I think this I do more than her ..so equal equal ! xD
10. Zhong Se Qing You! If WM thr, the ppl surrounded you are invisible~~
11. Very '8'. What things also wanna know!
12. Always say she got a nice body figure but in reality is not! (Type 1 -SS-syndrome )
13. Kap Lui more than study!
14. Crapping more than speaking
15. No taste in music... coz of the song she introduces to me
16. Like to compare, but compare made progree (in academic), the thing that she like to compare is her fair skin to other ppl who hv darker skin than her. --..--
17. Nightbird or nightawk!
18. She very fat ald sumore like to call me to supper..no offence ... I just say out the fact
19. Sleep more than walking and exercising, dis can be easily seen frm her body shape
20. to be continued
Lots more to write, let me think 1st. hahax


Hmm...Good points
1. Kind-hearted, since she always say she kind, so I wrote dis ...
2. Obedient wife towards Wing Mun
3. Got the potential to lead (p/s: grab from her conversation, in reality I not sure..xD)
4. Humble, in fact she is richer than Lim Goh Tong,  but then she always say she isnt.
5. hv a good voice, thats why call us go sing K
6. lovesickness, I tink dis considered good pt!
7. yet to be filled
8. yet to be filled
9. yet to be filled
10. yet to be filled
Blank mind, i duno what else can I write ... Good points cant even reach 10... haizzzz Gimme some ideas ~  i will continue =P

People who view dis post kindly make a comment! The comments you made she is much appreciated. So pls leave a bad comment instead of good comment. Thanks=D 

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

exam period

It getting nearer, it brings the dreadful senses to me, seriously, I SCARE!!
I studied the whole day for the past few days, and I just like a zombie, eat, study, online study, eat .... my life now is just like a circle, eat - study - on9 - eat
but then I feel like my brain stills empty since I study lots. =(
I too stressed up myself for this coming examination. I remembered on last saturday night, I feel my heart very pain, while my mind can't stop thinking about exam exam exam --..--
I scan through the notes, but there is nothing goes into my mind (thats the problem that I worry about) . Argh!
I banned myself to play facebook, but the youtube becomes my second favourite website. should I ban youtube too ?No,  I should hide my laptop in somewhere esp wardrobe, so that I wont take it out and play  >.<
But my life will be miserable if without laptop..haiz .. Dilemma...
Any plan to force myself to study ?  Im wondering ~
Envy those my juniors who had done their final exam, now they are enjoying their sweet holidays in hometown .T.T
4 subjects for me to score, but then I feel like Im handling with 40 subjects. Sad.
Esp that Nutrition, dont even know where the heck is the important point --..--
Now I should pray hard while not play hard .. =((((

Saturday, August 21, 2010

傷口就像我一樣,是個倔強的孩子,不肯癒合,因為內心是溫暖潮濕的地方,適合任何東西生長




這世上最累的事情,莫過於眼睜睜看著自己的心碎了,還得自己動手把它粘起來。



離別與重逢,是人生不停上演的戲,習慣了,也就不再悲愴



天空沒有翅膀的痕跡,但鳥兒已經飛過;心裡沒有被刀子割過,但疼痛卻那麼清晰。這些胸口裡最柔軟的地方,被愛人傷害過的傷口,遠比那些肢體所受的傷害來得犀利,而且只有時間,才能夠治愈



人最大的困難是認識自己,最容易的也是認識自己。很多時候,我們認不清自己,只因為我們把自己放在了一個錯誤的位置,給了自己一個錯覺。所以,不怕前路坎坷,只怕從一開始就走錯了方向。

我真的喜歡你,閉上眼,以為我能忘記,但流下的眼淚,卻沒有騙到自己



當你眼淚忍不住要流出來的時候,睜大眼睛,千萬別眨眼!你會看到世界由清晰變模糊的全過程,心會在你淚水落下的那一刻變得清澈明晰……



人生就像一場舞會,教會你最初舞步的人卻未必能陪你走到散場……

Monday, June 14, 2010

First Desperate measure That i ever encouter

_____________________________________________________________ 
A Letter To Heaven (14 June 2010)
To my Uncle(father's elder brother) --> Pek Pek
I was uttery stunned when I received my mom's call. Though my mom and my dad divorced, but still you are my uncle. You will never expect that mom will tell me all you stuff to me. She said that how talented you are, how deligent you are, how dedicated you are, how lovely you are. You'll never know this! You talented coz You are the top sale person In cosway, you got the position that many people desirfe for. You diligence coz you don't feel a sense of tireness though you work for 2 kind of jobs. You dedicated coz you willing to waste your precious time to teach me this simple-minded nephew. You lovely coz you love your family and maintained a good family relationship even though u're very busy....

Do you remember  ?
You brought me and brother to a lot of places, like Kek Lok Si, Pesta, Butterwort..etc. You aren't a selfish person, in turn u're generous! I remember vividly u brought me to one of the shopping mall in Butterworth, then I stay at the book store to read the story book with Ah Tang and Ah Yun, and finally you buy me 5 story books! That cost about RM50++. Even though I do not charish the book, but still I got read it!

The most funny thing was when I sit into your car (blur color proton Wira), that time the driver was Aunty I still remember, suddenly got a lizard 'run' into my pants, for a normal person sure the adrenaline will definitely rush into the vein and react some rediculous action. For me, luckily that time we were waiting the trafic light to turn green, once the lizard 'run' into my pants, I opened the door immediately and run to the middle of the road! That time very dangerous, there got a lot of car on the road, and I hear 1 motorcyclist shout at me. But I don't care, coz my purpose was to let the lizard get away from my body !! Since that time, you cleaned you car (really efficient and effective, no more lizard and other insects!)and your son and daughter laught at me when you come and fetch me! T.T

I wondered U stil remmeber these events ?

And I remembered u always give me RM12 every year for my Ang Pou money! Humpt, u should give me more ! wahaha. But since last year, I never receive your Ang Pou, but I received a bad news from you. I can't believe that this will happen to you. You are suffering from Colon Cancer. I know, cancer cell is incureable. But my mom stills seek for whether got any treatment can let you feel more comfotable, lessen you painess. I sent the message to Ah Tang, but I don't know whether he got bring the message to you.

Last week ,I surprisingly saw you in my dad's house when I visited my dad. I shocked when I see you, you become really very skinny, and I totally can't recognize you. Luckily I still remember you voice, your voice din't change much, your appearence really change a lot! I feel sad to see you be suffered like this. Pek Pek, thank for your expert knowledge, you teached me a lot of thing and settled my doubts.   

But now, you had taken your own way to another place that we never been. I sad because you are my relative, I cried because you help me, teach me throughout my 18years of my life, I wrote  this because I do wanna preserve the memories, events and stories between me and you and also as a memento for me before you leave!

Sorry for can't attending your funeral, coz currently I myself in Kampar. =(
I wish I can be there, but I really can't do it. >.<

Sunday, June 6, 2010

I'm Tuesday Man

Tuesday Man


星期二出生的男人,大多能言善道,口才十分不错。也是谈笑风生,让周遭的人有如沐春风之感。这类型的男人也是不折不扣的乐观主义者,认为天塌下来也有人替自己顶著,

所以人生应是享受乐趣,而不是每天担忧的。感情的挫折很少能击倒这种男人,一开始他也许会失意一阵子,但过不了多久,又是生龙活虎的模样了。

这类的人,不会太对生命中的许多事去苛求。很多事都是随性随缘,也因此给人一种散漫不积极的感觉。对於爱情,有时也会给对方和他人一种无为而治的感觉。

这种人不太会主动追求什么感情,水到渠成就行了,在一起也不会多作承诺,反正只要两个人快快乐乐就好。

这种男人的骨子里,或多或少有一点点自恋的成分,很多事他也只关心自己,对於情人的态度是——只要对方自理,好好照顾自己即可,如此他就可以不费心了。

如果你也欣赏这种与世无争、乐观和无为而治型的男人,星期二的情人,非你莫属。

This was quite accurate, I'm proud I born on Tuesday

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Im a real university student !

After 1 year of struggling, I become a real university student! Last time I feel ashamed to tell my relative and my other friends that I'm a university student, because I'm just doing the pre-u programme. But now, I would have the guts to shout out loudly that I'm a university student!! --..--lll

Yesterday, just came back from Penang. 1 thing I like Kampar now isn't the food here, the weather here, the university here, while is my new room here!! My room is homely! hahax. My room seems like my room in Penang! I like it indeed.
All of my lovely friends are here with me too! They didn't change much, the only person that change a lot is my dad- yap. Her left eye so scary!!! This is because of her brother, he was so cruel, punch his own sister! Stupid Brother. Luckily I didn't have such a bad brother! Wish her recover soon in a short period!

The worst thing is I lost my student bill! How could I able to pay my bill huh? I still wonder. And the ptptn thing!Damn it! I need to photostat a lot of thing! Blame that I play too much in Penang, till all the things piling up so much. Argh! Next week still wanna go back Penang and collect those stuffs. I start to miss my grandma now~ though just 1 day without seeing her. Hopes she will be fine and recover soon! =D   I think she'll. 

After the research I did, final decision I opted for my degree programme is Biomedical Science. Biomedical Scientist can be a Heamotologist, Immunologist, Cellular Pathologist, Microbiologist, Clinical Biochemist and Forensic Scientist!
While frankly speaking, I prefer Biology to Chemistry. I have the passion and patience to study the entire page of a biology note even need me to memorize the entire page! I bet I can do it! While Chemistry, I prefer write the equation of the reaction to memorize. Maybe I dislike the Chemical Term! They sound weird!
But I like drugs!

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Kampar Life

上星期我去了一个晚会,psychological club组办的。第二次去酱的晚会,但这次,超疯的,也超好玩的,真的真的很好玩。赞!


最近的我有点不一样,我不怕孤独了。原来孤独是一种方法让你变独立。我站成!或者可以说,我爱自由。

今天,我竟然可以一个人把整个Assignment赶完,那时我还在抱病中呢!病魔呀,你什么时候才要离开我。最近,吃完东西就想吐,要不就吃不完哪盘美味可口的食物,要不就觉得食物很恶心。所以有时选择吃饼干或面包。我还怀疑我是不是患上了“考试病”,连续两次的考试我都抱病上战场,那么年终大考怎办?我不就要昏倒三四天吗。=.=

考试考完了,assignment也赶得七七八八了,剩下的只是presentation。感觉还蛮过瘾的,因为即将要放长假了!!!

轻松归轻松,我为了申请转大学的事已经搞得我团团转了,到底艾米斯大学收不收我,到底我的大学让不让我转?我当然希望可以转成功啦,我的梦想leh。药剂不容易读,但我满热爱他的工作环境。毕竟我在家里都已成为了婆婆的一名小药剂和小护士了。我想应该没什么难度吧对我来说。只要有恒心吗!

擯城的消息

婆婆的脚现在不再象小婴儿那嫩嫩的脚了,他可以一个人扶他走,上次还要两个人呢!这证明了他不再寄赖太多于别人了!

我的好朋友生日,WaiGee 生日快乐呀!

END

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

second weeks in Kampar

Wow, it was quite a long time I din't update my blog. >.<
This was a short semester, whih mean that I still need to study about 5 more weeks, then my holidays arrive ... hooray~

To me, now I'm being socked in a pile of assignment and presentation already
 Web Page Design => we titled the page as M.E.C (Maple Education Center)
 Management studies => Yeo's company
 English for communication => yet to be confirmed 

And I hate the EFC lecturer, her pronunciation not accurate at all, while in the halfway of teaching, she can chat with her "honey" via phone =.=  I think she hate our team a lot, we always toying and chatting behind the class. The worse thing was .. she hold our 70/100% assignment marks. WTH !!! We could just bear with her.

I decided that to take the new course, which is M.B,B.S , but the answer yet to be known soon. It needs interview, a good result, and courage. As a ordianry pupil in UTAR, though my result considered moderate, at least I attempt. Although the chance is very very very LOW, but at least I got attempt  * no regret *
Be a doctor, hmmm... the name nice, but it's really hard to study. A Very tough subject in biology field. The fee for the whole 5-year program is roughly about 260K, what a big number....
Ms Chan, my biology lecturer telled me something regrading the people who study medicine course, it was very terrible !!!!

"My friend who takes medicine course in particular local university, when the exam is near, she didn't leave her room, and yet she paste a paper on the door tell her housemate that " if I didn't walk out my room for 3 days, please call ambulance". The food that she consumes just breads and water!!! " Ms.Chan said.
Really scary after I consulted her. hahax 
She tells me 3 things to consider
1) financial 
2)Courage
3)Capability 
The most important is my capability, just me know where my capability can reach!
Frankly said, I'm not that talent when compared to others. haiz...
A doctor needs to 'open' the patient's body to diagnose the disease. I dare to dissect a mouse, I never dissect such a big, chunky animal = human body!!
I still ponder that would I faint or shiver when I really need to dissect such animal huh ?

Aikz, don't wanna to think about it, wait for the result.

On the other hand, my grandma, now move to home already, her legs still energy-less, she can't really stand well, a baby-like legs. And she told me yesterday, she felt relief when she stay at home rather than stay in hospital. Sure la, home got television, air-conditional, won't feel that hot when compared to hospital what!
Ah ma, you are the MOST brave people that I ever seen. You din't cry during the injection, though I know that really pain, especially the intravenous drip.
And I really feel hopeless when you lie on the bed in ICU, but now I really glad to see you can talk loudly to us. =D  I do cherish you always ~~
During my 2 weeks sem break, I never missed a chance to meet you, because I'm missing your delicious food  ^^   hahax  gambatteh O
You are the only one who gives me the strength to take the MBBS course, so that I can take care of you when I graduated.. muakz

Tuesday, February 23, 2010


                                              Having fun at Red Box

I think this was the last time we hanging out during this semester break. Wow, that day, really fun, we kept gossip to each others and take lots of photos, a great memento to me ^^  because I like take photo. Thanks to Wai Gee, who acts as a loyal driver, your driving really amazing. hahax.
Three of you studying form 6, which commence on 23 Feb, now just left me. T.T

On the other hand, my grandma, stills in hospital , last week, she vomitted twice a day, she vomit out the green-colour liquid, from our small intestine and gall bladder. The doctor said that my grandma's body stills can't really adapt in the absence of large intestine. So, must WAIT...
And recently the weather damn hot, in normal hospital room, there, damn crowd. The whole room is occupied by a lot of practical doctor, practical nurse and visitors everyday. Actually, after the surgery, we opted for first class room for my grandma, but there, lesser nurse and doctor monitor, so we choose to let my grandma stay in normal room instead of VIP room.

today(23 Feb), noon, 1.15pm , block C-room 11- bed 6, vanue- GHospital , the old woman had taken her own way.  She really suffer, everyday, she needs to inject a lot of needle and use a lot of machine to maintain her life. She was minute in size, and I heard that her sister, died in the same bed same room last week. She was 96-year-old and die due to I don't the reason =D. Before she passed away, she was fed by by 3 SEGI college's nurses!!!! Someone said that the nurses feed her in hurry, and she can't swallon in time, so the fluid stuck on the middle of the throat, and lead to ...death
Wish her rest in peace...

I'm going back to Kampar at 28 Feb 10. Stills left about 4 days. Haiz... Time really flied la
And now I wish I can study pharmacy course, or madic which provided by our school soon.Hopes I can be the one who studys that course ^^

Thursday, February 18, 2010

hanging out and visiti

This is my dinner at GP

Yesterday, hanged out with my old friends. I break my record, within 2 days, I watched 2 movies-- 72 tenants and Percy Jackson, somemore at midnight.!!
Now, Cinema becomes a tradition for chinese, every time I go and gonna buy the ticket, beside the title of the movie , sure  see  the phrase 'selling fast' or 'sold out' . How terrible huh!!!

The lightning thieve damn nice, which is about the competition between 3 gods, Zeus, Hades and Proseidus (don't know spell it correctly or not). Zeus lost his thunderbolt, and the son of Proseidus ----> Percy Jackson, being suspected. And so on....
This really a nice movie indeed.

while the 72 tenants, I watched till forget the time, I keep laughing all the time. A good comedy.

About my grandma, she looks nice now,pinky pinky face and everything okey, the tubes also lesse, now she can talk loudly with me. ^^
Now she moved to normal room, but personally I like ICU, because there got air-conditional.
Nowadays, the weather damn hot, seemed to me that I'm living inside an oven. My garndma has a clumcy yet "bulky" body size. She didn't move her body all day long, just lie on the bed 24 hours. Her backside sweat and sometime I can feel the 'heat' dissipated from her body when I lean to her.

At home , my mom replaced my grandma position, being a 'beginner chef' . She din't has any skills, but she can cook  delicious dishes. Actually, I also know how to cook la, like fried egg, soup ( this hard for me , didn't have any experience) etc. Normal dishes from beginner chef. Haiz... I missed the chance to eat the dishes that cooked from my grandma T.T


Saturday, February 13, 2010

success

surgery start from 12pm midnight and end at 4pm midnight.(new year eve)
I can't sleep that night, seems suffer from insomnia.......and I hate this new year arrive
还蛮怕外婆不能度过这个严冬,只要过了,就安全了。

Just visit my grandma just now, which just underwent a high risk surgery in General Hospital. The doctor said the surgery was successfully done, but I worry about my grandma's body condition. When I first saw my grandma, I can't resist myself, I gonna cry, but I didn't. She was half-conscious that time, yet there were lots of tubes prick into my grandma's vain, she become slimmer A LOT. The surgery 'cut' away my grandma entire large intestine, now my grandma live without large intestine, just small intestine, and the doctor connect the small intestine straight to the anus, so my grandma can't consume 'hard' food when she recover. What a miserable event.

I think their was about totally 6 tubes insert into my grandma's body
1. right hand (supplying glucose)
2. left hand ( supply blood)
3. vagina ( Urination)
4. throat( I ponder why they need to set a tube here? You know, the diameter of the tube damn large!!! Surely leave a scar, and this is the most pain place I think.)
5. nose (for respiration purpose)
6.  anus( expels excess blood)

I walked beside my grandma, hold tightly her hand, and the nurse call my grandma which was still half-conscious. My grandma opened her eyes then, with tears, I think she was suffering now, she can't sound, she can't express her intention, the only thing that I saw was her hand trembling vigorously, and her mouth was shaking. It seemed to us that she gonna deliver something to us, but she can't speak, maybe she don't have the enough energy to speak, briefly said that my grandma's body very very weak.

I vaguely heard my relatives speak about the event before my grandma undergo surgery, there were a lot of practical doctor surrounded my grandma, aids insertion of tubes. some give injection. They inject about 10++ times, inject till my grandma faint. Someone rather choose to die than injection. The injection really PAIN, some-more my grandma needs to inject about 10++ times. sob sob.

About 6pm, my mom received a call from my aunt, she said that my grandma is fever now. OMG!! after a surgery, she was contaminated with influenza virus. haiz ... hopes my grandma will go through this very period.
Withstand till the last  minute!!! gambatteh.

On the other hand, my uncle, which also suffer from an unknown disease, can't heal at all. He didn't work for 1 year already, always stay at home, and this lead to melancholia. He was so annoying, he like to speak to himself sometime, and sometime speak to my grandma when my grandma still healthy. He wasn't a doctor, but he likes to act as a pro-doctor. Judge the professional doctor from GH. Just a little problem, he makes till like a disaster arrived. Oh gosh.

Hopes my grandma will recover soon.
Ah ma, I'm here , and going back on the end of February, hopes that I can taste your delicious food soon. I'm waiting. 

tomorrow, new year and valentine day, my grandma in hospital, so mood less.
And wish my friends happy CNY and happy valentine.



Friday, January 8, 2010

昨夜 7 Jan 2010

昨天半夜,不知几点钟,我竟然从梦里被雷声吵醒。由于我是单人房,当我一醒,四周一片黑暗,唯有那厕所灯,看着那窗口的缝隙,闪呀闪,连接着那恐怖的雷声,真的很恐怖。在床上的我,不经颤抖着,很想上厕所,但又怕看见不该看见的东西。这时,如果我有 roommate那该多好。两个人总比一个人好,两个人可以给我勇气,力量去面对。半夜的天气,是超级冷的,犹如我在享受空调,但昨天并不是享受,而是探险!!!最可怕的是,我家对面的hostel,刚刚建好的,那些门,竟然'ping' 'pong' 到几大声,就连我家的厕所门也在振,可怕可怕。那时我很急尿,又怕厕所里有那些‘东西’,就忍着忍着,忍到七点酱,才起身。但昨夜的梦很甜,好久没尝试过酱美 yet 甜的梦了。


                ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~After 1 hour~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

就来到学校了,今天上最后一次的化学实验了,很开心,可是还要做report,幸好是partial report。但庆兴的是我化学的mid-term尽然有超过一半,真的是要谢天谢地了。还发生了一件很好笑的事件。主角是一男一女,男的竟然转移目标,不再做我‘爸’的跟屁虫,那女的,蛮可怜的,希望那女的可以早点脱离苦海,而希望那男的可以知道我们在逃避他吧!然后赶快改掉它的坏习惯吧!
当我要回家时,干好经过 ddk3,看见素妤的书包,原来他有press conference,好奇的我,就走进去看个究竟,蛮不错的,suki 讲的很稳,你应该当host 的吗,为何当designer呢!我酱好去看你的press conferrence,尽然还sent message 说我 'make u excited', =.= 但你
excited了也没忘词呀!不赖嘛,天才就是天才 ^^

还有,可能会闭关一个月,从现在开始,要啃书了,准备大考。很累,真的很累,第一天就考 Public Speaking, 还蛮多东西要背的,还有那化学,超级难啦!剩的还可以。我希望可以拿到4.0, 但我会很压力,所以,现在要求自己比上个semester 好就可以了。Must get more than 3.6. 希望可以做到。^^
今天的天气,阴阴的,希望不要下雨,不然我就不能去游泳了,不能游泳,我就更加肥了。希望新年有个漂漂亮亮的身材。。wahhaha.
还有明天要去Ipoh看戏---Avatar 很多人讲很好看,令我也很想看,虽然上映了很久,但他的票数也是TOP TOP 的,很厉害!!!希望明天有票啦!=D
星期日呢,就跟诗柔他们去old town买车票,还没决定好要买几时的票,最好是after考完数学,但又怕有聚会,上个sem已经没去了,如果这一次又没去的话,真的很过意不去。但我问了良久,很多次,但没人回应我,希望尽早决定,一旦买了车票,就不能退还了,所以赶快做决定吧!

现在的天气(3.51pm) 开始有雷声了 wuwuwuwu, 请不要下雨!!!
现在(4.01pm) 开始要下雨了,雷声很响亮!!!看是没机会去游泳了,haiz...又肥了T,T

讨厌下雨天!! =(

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

After all , just left a tired body

Wow, finally , I had done all my assignment. I perform it and hand up in ONE day ^^
Because of programming, I sacrified my precious sleeping time , burn the midnight oil done the entire assignment. That moment, I 've no idea at all , how to do pseudocode huh ? Luckily, Jian Yong(my housemate) , give me some guideline , so that I can complete my assignment successfully. Staring back to this day( 4 Jan 2009), I just sleep about 4 hours, this is the first time, and I hope that also be the last time, though.
For today talkshow, quite disappointed, though I did my best, but too critized by my tutor, this sentence , "you totally fail to persuade your character" with a tone of sarcasm. The thing that I lack of is a suitable attire. Haiz.... hope that I won't pull down the whole group's perfomance.
At here, I would like to say a million thanks to

Lim Mun Yee - Fetch us to school and back , but sorry for making your sofa stain with twisti's powder. Paiseh paiseh ^^ and also be the director of the slide show..thanks

Ang See Zou - What a breathtaking movie maker huh !!! Your video really amazing , astonish , marvellous !!!!! Thank ya. I like indeed the last video. ^^

Amie - Plays an important role throughout the talk show, very authentic, bravo !!

Tan Wan Xin- what a shame camerawoman huh? why yuo always conceal yourself at the edge of the rooom huh ? Ponder ... But anyway , thanks a lot ^^


TE 5 members , thanks for you guy, pull up the sleeve and work together, THANKZZZ ...


MUAKZZZ