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A Letter To Heaven (14 June 2010)
To my Uncle(father's elder brother) --> Pek Pek
I was uttery stunned when I received my mom's call. Though my mom and my dad divorced, but still you are my uncle. You will never expect that mom will tell me all you stuff to me. She said that how talented you are, how deligent you are, how dedicated you are, how lovely you are. You'll never know this! You talented coz You are the top sale person In cosway, you got the position that many people desirfe for. You diligence coz you don't feel a sense of tireness though you work for 2 kind of jobs. You dedicated coz you willing to waste your precious time to teach me this simple-minded nephew. You lovely coz you love your family and maintained a good family relationship even though u're very busy....
Do you remember ?
You brought me and brother to a lot of places, like Kek Lok Si, Pesta, Butterwort..etc. You aren't a selfish person, in turn u're generous! I remember vividly u brought me to one of the shopping mall in Butterworth, then I stay at the book store to read the story book with Ah Tang and Ah Yun, and finally you buy me 5 story books! That cost about RM50++. Even though I do not charish the book, but still I got read it!
The most funny thing was when I sit into your car (blur color proton Wira), that time the driver was Aunty I still remember, suddenly got a lizard 'run' into my pants, for a normal person sure the adrenaline will definitely rush into the vein and react some rediculous action. For me, luckily that time we were waiting the trafic light to turn green, once the lizard 'run' into my pants, I opened the door immediately and run to the middle of the road! That time very dangerous, there got a lot of car on the road, and I hear 1 motorcyclist shout at me. But I don't care, coz my purpose was to let the lizard get away from my body !! Since that time, you cleaned you car (really efficient and effective, no more lizard and other insects!)and your son and daughter laught at me when you come and fetch me! T.T
I wondered U stil remmeber these events ?
And I remembered u always give me RM12 every year for my Ang Pou money! Humpt, u should give me more ! wahaha. But since last year, I never receive your Ang Pou, but I received a bad news from you. I can't believe that this will happen to you. You are suffering from Colon Cancer. I know, cancer cell is incureable. But my mom stills seek for whether got any treatment can let you feel more comfotable, lessen you painess. I sent the message to Ah Tang, but I don't know whether he got bring the message to you.
Last week ,I surprisingly saw you in my dad's house when I visited my dad. I shocked when I see you, you become really very skinny, and I totally can't recognize you. Luckily I still remember you voice, your voice din't change much, your appearence really change a lot! I feel sad to see you be suffered like this. Pek Pek, thank for your expert knowledge, you teached me a lot of thing and settled my doubts.
But now, you had taken your own way to another place that we never been. I sad because you are my relative, I cried because you help me, teach me throughout my 18years of my life, I wrote this because I do wanna preserve the memories, events and stories between me and you and also as a memento for me before you leave!
Sorry for can't attending your funeral, coz currently I myself in Kampar. =(
I wish I can be there, but I really can't do it. >.<
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