Life at foreign state

I'm being here for about 2 weeks. My new life here quite suffer initially. Now , adapts well a bit , at lease can mix well with my friends and my housemates.
My first requirement is FRIEND , I really scare alone , especially alone walks on the aisle inside the campus , the 'pedestrians' will stare at you with suspecious expression , someone even laugh and criticize your attire =.=" . I can feel the dreadful sense that rush towards me. This university is damn huge , lets me lost of my direction , and experienced such 'terror' event.

25th May , was my first day of study. I did it quite bad , this is because of I late for my class for about 1 hour !!! First day !!! Because of this , coincidently, I met my 3 friends , can be considered bosom friends , really everytime , every minutes , every seconds also together . They are 3 girls which come from JB (Yap), KL (Xiao Hen) and Perak ( Dragon) . 3 of them also older than me , my big sisters , one of them being my daddy =.=''.
Really appreciate it I can meet them. ^^

Come to my studies , I can say , I really can't handle well with those unfamiliar subjects , especially computer studies. Gradually , I started felt a bit stress to handle my chemistry and biology. The lecturers was good , they all at lease hold a degree's to teach us , but they taught too fast. 1 lecture = 3 hours study ourself , should figure it out ourself to find the answer. Luckilly got tutorial class , we can discuss the questions together.

The very first week I come here , I really SUFFER a lot , I wanna cry , needs someone helps , needs someone to talk with . But finally I din't do it . I cope myself through this blog. I miss my family as well , although relatively contact with each others. Wish my grand-mother operation successfully done , and have a visit to me as soon as possible. I really miss you all. My family ~~

Life independantly , realized that this small 'social' is full of vicious and evils, anyone can betray you , even your close friends. I'm repel surreptitiously by one of them. I vaguely know that the reasons of being repel is NOTHING. Haiz ~

HOME SWEET HOME , likes my home , like the air-conditional , here really hot !!

Dad ,
'thanks you and I love you , support me the fee of studing at UTAR .'

Mom ,
'hopes that everythings can be passed faster , recovers the normal life.'

G.ma,
'I got the news yesterday that your surgery was successful , really glad to hear the news , hopes you can come Perak to visit me , miss you.'