Choice

Life goes this way, born-study-work-marry-XXX, and now, I am entering the third phase, which is to work, to earn and to take care of my family. It sounds like I ain't the little kid that I used to be during my study life. To me, such a friendship-typed person, I definitely miss my study life [of course! Everyone knows. Somehow I boring till flipping through the Facebook photos, never bored of viewing them]. 

Friends dispersed everywhere, some opted for further study, some still studying, while some enter working life. So easy right the question? To study or to work, just choose either path which make yourselves pleasant. A few days up to weeks of pondering, writing down the pros and cons about working and studying, and still, I feel like working and yet feel like studying. 

And don't know what, last week, I accepted the job offer from pharma company, its all about drugs, selling the drugs to doctors, you have to speak with knowledges instead of blasting your grandmother stories to those knowledgeable doctors. I'm scared, scare of making a wrong decision. But what to do, challenge accepted, just to see how am I going to pave my future. 

Importantly, don't ever let your friends' choice affect you, this is the reason why I was pondered for so long to make up my mind, to prepare myself mentally and physically into working environment. 

I miss my friendzone