Disappointment + Astonishment

A bad precursor I had felt in this morning when I wake up.

After a quick bath , my friends assemble at my hostel and we cycling together to institute attending the English tutorial.

Yesterday , I dreamed that my English-mid-sem-test would get lower than 15marks , so I'm quite scare and worry when I attended the class.

When our tutor came into the class , my heart beats artlessly like a ping pong ball bounded unceasingly on a floor. I'm really scared .

When he called us 1 by 1 comes out to have a glance to our result , due to the reason of 'I forget to take it from my office ' , so we can't have a look to our actual exam sheet.

CHAN WEI QUAN, my name being called , I walked out convulsively ...

After looked at my result , what an astonishment , I took more than 20 marks .. hoory ~~ really glad that my dream din't come truth ^^

After the mid-sem-test, was the 'process writting' which contributed 30 marks to our final examination, wtf , my team got the lowest marks in the class , 39/60. disappointed

Really hurt ~~ Thats mean I must get at lease 90% and above to have an 'A' in the final which contribute 4.oooo points for my GPA...haiz ....I think this is an impossible mission!!!

As usual , hopes that I can score my English paper without any obstacles in my final.

insomnia~~

Recently, I can't really sleep well , MAYBE in suffering from INSOMNIA !!!

What a coincident, I face the 'ghost month' alone at foreign state...Perak

In my hostel , just currently la , damn quiet , no even can hear a sound !!!

What a dreadful sense ~~ I can say, this was an abnormal month!!!

As a routine , my house sure full of piecing sound , joyful etc...

but now become a gloomy house ...T.T

Or in other words , I'm too sensitive towards the environment...I'm too avoid !!!

Yesterday , I slept at 1.30pm midnight , and then walk up at 7 o'clock for my morning class

really fatigue and my energy is totally exhausted ... no mood to study .

somemore I had a nightmare yesterday, I dream that my ENGLISH test just get 14marks over 30marks ... omg... what a ashame huh? hopes that I would not 'dream come truth' la ...^^

iLL

When i woke up yesterday morning, i feel that my head very heavy, and muscle got a little bit of pain , got a lot of mucus in my throat, my voice was rough, and I'm hard to walk around.

About 7am something, my mom phone me , she urged me be careful here , because Perak here got a lot of people kena H1N1... After i heard my mom say that , i was very scare, scare I'm the victim who suffer from H1N1. I search the stuff regarding H1N1, I've 3 out of 5 symptoms. Eg. Caugh, muscle pain , respiratory problem..etc..
I really scared ~~ god bless me ...

So i din't attend the class yesterday and today , the worst thing was the tests ( chemistry and mathematics ) was held on today , I've no choice, skip the test , retake the test on the other day.

The things that stun me a lot is my parents come and visit me from Penang , I told them already , I can take care of myself, but ...
about 3pm , when I picked up the phone , my mom told me that she was at downstair of my hostel , I was uttery shocked!!!!! thx my mom and my uncle. ^^YOU really surprise me ...

And also my friends , Weu Shi , console me and help me a lot , Shio Heng, deliver a cup of honey lemon for me , thxthx thx a LOT....


I wanna know further what H1N1 is ? swine flu ? virus ? or ??...

hopes I can be recovered soon , the pain leave me PLEASE ... I'm really suffer NOW ...