home really sweet home

Yeah , I finally released from my final exam ... hoory .
Lessen my burden a lot.
After my last paper , Mathematics I ,
I straight rush back my hostel ,
to pack my luguages back my hometown - Penang .
This time back , brought a bit of regret during my journey,
that's can't farewell with all my best buddies ---- TE5.
A great pardon for you all.
Wish you all have a great BBQ ya.

This time my holidays were about a month !!
How could I spend it ??
prepare for my next sem subjects ?
hang out ?
or ?
ponder ~~

Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.

The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter,

'Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river.'

The little girl said, 'No, Dad.

You hold my hand.''What's the difference?' Asked the puzzled father.

'There's a big difference,' replied the little girl.

'If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that Imay let your hand go.

But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go.

'In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond.

Disappointment + Astonishment

A bad precursor I had felt in this morning when I wake up.

After a quick bath , my friends assemble at my hostel and we cycling together to institute attending the English tutorial.

Yesterday , I dreamed that my English-mid-sem-test would get lower than 15marks , so I'm quite scare and worry when I attended the class.

When our tutor came into the class , my heart beats artlessly like a ping pong ball bounded unceasingly on a floor. I'm really scared .

When he called us 1 by 1 comes out to have a glance to our result , due to the reason of 'I forget to take it from my office ' , so we can't have a look to our actual exam sheet.

CHAN WEI QUAN, my name being called , I walked out convulsively ...

After looked at my result , what an astonishment , I took more than 20 marks .. hoory ~~ really glad that my dream din't come truth ^^

After the mid-sem-test, was the 'process writting' which contributed 30 marks to our final examination, wtf , my team got the lowest marks in the class , 39/60. disappointed

Really hurt ~~ Thats mean I must get at lease 90% and above to have an 'A' in the final which contribute 4.oooo points for my GPA...haiz ....I think this is an impossible mission!!!

As usual , hopes that I can score my English paper without any obstacles in my final.

insomnia~~

Recently, I can't really sleep well , MAYBE in suffering from INSOMNIA !!!

What a coincident, I face the 'ghost month' alone at foreign state...Perak

In my hostel , just currently la , damn quiet , no even can hear a sound !!!

What a dreadful sense ~~ I can say, this was an abnormal month!!!

As a routine , my house sure full of piecing sound , joyful etc...

but now become a gloomy house ...T.T

Or in other words , I'm too sensitive towards the environment...I'm too avoid !!!

Yesterday , I slept at 1.30pm midnight , and then walk up at 7 o'clock for my morning class

really fatigue and my energy is totally exhausted ... no mood to study .

somemore I had a nightmare yesterday, I dream that my ENGLISH test just get 14marks over 30marks ... omg... what a ashame huh? hopes that I would not 'dream come truth' la ...^^

iLL

When i woke up yesterday morning, i feel that my head very heavy, and muscle got a little bit of pain , got a lot of mucus in my throat, my voice was rough, and I'm hard to walk around.

About 7am something, my mom phone me , she urged me be careful here , because Perak here got a lot of people kena H1N1... After i heard my mom say that , i was very scare, scare I'm the victim who suffer from H1N1. I search the stuff regarding H1N1, I've 3 out of 5 symptoms. Eg. Caugh, muscle pain , respiratory problem..etc..
I really scared ~~ god bless me ...

So i din't attend the class yesterday and today , the worst thing was the tests ( chemistry and mathematics ) was held on today , I've no choice, skip the test , retake the test on the other day.

The things that stun me a lot is my parents come and visit me from Penang , I told them already , I can take care of myself, but ...
about 3pm , when I picked up the phone , my mom told me that she was at downstair of my hostel , I was uttery shocked!!!!! thx my mom and my uncle. ^^YOU really surprise me ...

And also my friends , Weu Shi , console me and help me a lot , Shio Heng, deliver a cup of honey lemon for me , thxthx thx a LOT....


I wanna know further what H1N1 is ? swine flu ? virus ? or ??...

hopes I can be recovered soon , the pain leave me PLEASE ... I'm really suffer NOW ...