傷口就像我一樣，是個倔強的孩子，不肯癒合，因為內心是溫暖潮濕的地方，適合任何東西生長
這世上最累的事情，莫過於眼睜睜看著自己的心碎了，還得自己動手把它粘起來。
離別與重逢，是人生不停上演的戲，習慣了，也就不再悲愴
天空沒有翅膀的痕跡，但鳥兒已經飛過；心裡沒有被刀子割過，但疼痛卻那麼清晰。這些胸口裡最柔軟的地方，被愛人傷害過的傷口，遠比那些肢體所受的傷害來得犀利，而且只有時間，才能夠治愈
人最大的困難是認識自己，最容易的也是認識自己。很多時候，我們認不清自己，只因為我們把自己放在了一個錯誤的位置，給了自己一個錯覺。所以，不怕前路坎坷，只怕從一開始就走錯了方向。
我真的喜歡你,閉上眼,以為我能忘記,但流下的眼淚,卻沒有騙到自己
當你眼淚忍不住要流出來的時候，睜大眼睛，千萬別眨眼！你會看到世界由清晰變模糊的全過程，心會在你淚水落下的那一刻變得清澈明晰……
人生就像一場舞會，教會你最初舞步的人卻未必能陪你走到散場……
The owner
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Monday, June 14, 2010
First Desperate measure That i ever encouter
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A Letter To Heaven (14 June 2010)
To my Uncle(father's elder brother) --> Pek Pek
I was uttery stunned when I received my mom's call. Though my mom and my dad divorced, but still you are my uncle. You will never expect that mom will tell me all you stuff to me. She said that how talented you are, how deligent you are, how dedicated you are, how lovely you are. You'll never know this! You talented coz You are the top sale person In cosway, you got the position that many people desirfe for. You diligence coz you don't feel a sense of tireness though you work for 2 kind of jobs. You dedicated coz you willing to waste your precious time to teach me this simple-minded nephew. You lovely coz you love your family and maintained a good family relationship even though u're very busy....
Do you remember ?
You brought me and brother to a lot of places, like Kek Lok Si, Pesta, Butterwort..etc. You aren't a selfish person, in turn u're generous! I remember vividly u brought me to one of the shopping mall in Butterworth, then I stay at the book store to read the story book with Ah Tang and Ah Yun, and finally you buy me 5 story books! That cost about RM50++. Even though I do not charish the book, but still I got read it!
The most funny thing was when I sit into your car (blur color proton Wira), that time the driver was Aunty I still remember, suddenly got a lizard 'run' into my pants, for a normal person sure the adrenaline will definitely rush into the vein and react some rediculous action. For me, luckily that time we were waiting the trafic light to turn green, once the lizard 'run' into my pants, I opened the door immediately and run to the middle of the road! That time very dangerous, there got a lot of car on the road, and I hear 1 motorcyclist shout at me. But I don't care, coz my purpose was to let the lizard get away from my body !! Since that time, you cleaned you car (really efficient and effective, no more lizard and other insects!)and your son and daughter laught at me when you come and fetch me! T.T
I wondered U stil remmeber these events ?
And I remembered u always give me RM12 every year for my Ang Pou money! Humpt, u should give me more ! wahaha. But since last year, I never receive your Ang Pou, but I received a bad news from you. I can't believe that this will happen to you. You are suffering from Colon Cancer. I know, cancer cell is incureable. But my mom stills seek for whether got any treatment can let you feel more comfotable, lessen you painess. I sent the message to Ah Tang, but I don't know whether he got bring the message to you.
Last week ,I surprisingly saw you in my dad's house when I visited my dad. I shocked when I see you, you become really very skinny, and I totally can't recognize you. Luckily I still remember you voice, your voice din't change much, your appearence really change a lot! I feel sad to see you be suffered like this. Pek Pek, thank for your expert knowledge, you teached me a lot of thing and settled my doubts.
But now, you had taken your own way to another place that we never been. I sad because you are my relative, I cried because you help me, teach me throughout my 18years of my life, I wrote this because I do wanna preserve the memories, events and stories between me and you and also as a memento for me before you leave!
Sorry for can't attending your funeral, coz currently I myself in Kampar. =(
I wish I can be there, but I really can't do it. >.<
A Letter To Heaven (14 June 2010)
To my Uncle(father's elder brother) --> Pek Pek
I was uttery stunned when I received my mom's call. Though my mom and my dad divorced, but still you are my uncle. You will never expect that mom will tell me all you stuff to me. She said that how talented you are, how deligent you are, how dedicated you are, how lovely you are. You'll never know this! You talented coz You are the top sale person In cosway, you got the position that many people desirfe for. You diligence coz you don't feel a sense of tireness though you work for 2 kind of jobs. You dedicated coz you willing to waste your precious time to teach me this simple-minded nephew. You lovely coz you love your family and maintained a good family relationship even though u're very busy....
Do you remember ?
You brought me and brother to a lot of places, like Kek Lok Si, Pesta, Butterwort..etc. You aren't a selfish person, in turn u're generous! I remember vividly u brought me to one of the shopping mall in Butterworth, then I stay at the book store to read the story book with Ah Tang and Ah Yun, and finally you buy me 5 story books! That cost about RM50++. Even though I do not charish the book, but still I got read it!
The most funny thing was when I sit into your car (blur color proton Wira), that time the driver was Aunty I still remember, suddenly got a lizard 'run' into my pants, for a normal person sure the adrenaline will definitely rush into the vein and react some rediculous action. For me, luckily that time we were waiting the trafic light to turn green, once the lizard 'run' into my pants, I opened the door immediately and run to the middle of the road! That time very dangerous, there got a lot of car on the road, and I hear 1 motorcyclist shout at me. But I don't care, coz my purpose was to let the lizard get away from my body !! Since that time, you cleaned you car (really efficient and effective, no more lizard and other insects!)and your son and daughter laught at me when you come and fetch me! T.T
I wondered U stil remmeber these events ?
And I remembered u always give me RM12 every year for my Ang Pou money! Humpt, u should give me more ! wahaha. But since last year, I never receive your Ang Pou, but I received a bad news from you. I can't believe that this will happen to you. You are suffering from Colon Cancer. I know, cancer cell is incureable. But my mom stills seek for whether got any treatment can let you feel more comfotable, lessen you painess. I sent the message to Ah Tang, but I don't know whether he got bring the message to you.
Last week ,I surprisingly saw you in my dad's house when I visited my dad. I shocked when I see you, you become really very skinny, and I totally can't recognize you. Luckily I still remember you voice, your voice din't change much, your appearence really change a lot! I feel sad to see you be suffered like this. Pek Pek, thank for your expert knowledge, you teached me a lot of thing and settled my doubts.
But now, you had taken your own way to another place that we never been. I sad because you are my relative, I cried because you help me, teach me throughout my 18years of my life, I wrote this because I do wanna preserve the memories, events and stories between me and you and also as a memento for me before you leave!
Sorry for can't attending your funeral, coz currently I myself in Kampar. =(
I wish I can be there, but I really can't do it. >.<
Sunday, June 6, 2010
I'm Tuesday Man
Tuesday Man
星期二出生的男人，大多能言善道，口才十分不错。也是谈笑风生，让周遭的人有如沐春风之感。这类型的男人也是不折不扣的乐观主义者，认为天塌下来也有人替自己顶著，
所以人生应是享受乐趣，而不是每天担忧的。感情的挫折很少能击倒这种男人，一开始他也许会失意一阵子，但过不了多久，又是生龙活虎的模样了。
这类的人，不会太对生命中的许多事去苛求。很多事都是随性随缘，也因此给人一种散漫不积极的感觉。对於爱情，有时也会给对方和他人一种无为而治的感觉。
这种人不太会主动追求什么感情，水到渠成就行了，在一起也不会多作承诺，反正只要两个人快快乐乐就好。
这种男人的骨子里，或多或少有一点点自恋的成分，很多事他也只关心自己，对於情人的态度是——只要对方自理，好好照顾自己即可，如此他就可以不费心了。
如果你也欣赏这种与世无争、乐观和无为而治型的男人，星期二的情人，非你莫属。
This was quite accurate, I'm proud I born on Tuesday
星期二出生的男人，大多能言善道，口才十分不错。也是谈笑风生，让周遭的人有如沐春风之感。这类型的男人也是不折不扣的乐观主义者，认为天塌下来也有人替自己顶著，
所以人生应是享受乐趣，而不是每天担忧的。感情的挫折很少能击倒这种男人，一开始他也许会失意一阵子，但过不了多久，又是生龙活虎的模样了。
这类的人，不会太对生命中的许多事去苛求。很多事都是随性随缘，也因此给人一种散漫不积极的感觉。对於爱情，有时也会给对方和他人一种无为而治的感觉。
这种人不太会主动追求什么感情，水到渠成就行了，在一起也不会多作承诺，反正只要两个人快快乐乐就好。
这种男人的骨子里，或多或少有一点点自恋的成分，很多事他也只关心自己，对於情人的态度是——只要对方自理，好好照顾自己即可，如此他就可以不费心了。
如果你也欣赏这种与世无争、乐观和无为而治型的男人，星期二的情人，非你莫属。
This was quite accurate, I'm proud I born on Tuesday
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Im a real university student !
After 1 year of struggling, I become a real university student! Last time I feel ashamed to tell my relative and my other friends that I'm a university student, because I'm just doing the pre-u programme. But now, I would have the guts to shout out loudly that I'm a university student!! --..--lll
Yesterday, just came back from Penang. 1 thing I like Kampar now isn't the food here, the weather here, the university here, while is my new room here!! My room is homely! hahax. My room seems like my room in Penang! I like it indeed.
All of my lovely friends are here with me too! They didn't change much, the only person that change a lot is my dad- yap. Her left eye so scary!!! This is because of her brother, he was so cruel, punch his own sister! Stupid Brother. Luckily I didn't have such a bad brother! Wish her recover soon in a short period!
The worst thing is I lost my student bill! How could I able to pay my bill huh? I still wonder. And the ptptn thing!Damn it! I need to photostat a lot of thing! Blame that I play too much in Penang, till all the things piling up so much. Argh! Next week still wanna go back Penang and collect those stuffs. I start to miss my grandma now~ though just 1 day without seeing her. Hopes she will be fine and recover soon! =D I think she'll.
After the research I did, final decision I opted for my degree programme is Biomedical Science. Biomedical Scientist can be a Heamotologist, Immunologist, Cellular Pathologist, Microbiologist, Clinical Biochemist and Forensic Scientist!
While frankly speaking, I prefer Biology to Chemistry. I have the passion and patience to study the entire page of a biology note even need me to memorize the entire page! I bet I can do it! While Chemistry, I prefer write the equation of the reaction to memorize. Maybe I dislike the Chemical Term! They sound weird!
But I like drugs!
Yesterday, just came back from Penang. 1 thing I like Kampar now isn't the food here, the weather here, the university here, while is my new room here!! My room is homely! hahax. My room seems like my room in Penang! I like it indeed.
All of my lovely friends are here with me too! They didn't change much, the only person that change a lot is my dad- yap. Her left eye so scary!!! This is because of her brother, he was so cruel, punch his own sister! Stupid Brother. Luckily I didn't have such a bad brother! Wish her recover soon in a short period!
The worst thing is I lost my student bill! How could I able to pay my bill huh? I still wonder. And the ptptn thing!Damn it! I need to photostat a lot of thing! Blame that I play too much in Penang, till all the things piling up so much. Argh! Next week still wanna go back Penang and collect those stuffs. I start to miss my grandma now~ though just 1 day without seeing her. Hopes she will be fine and recover soon! =D I think she'll.
After the research I did, final decision I opted for my degree programme is Biomedical Science. Biomedical Scientist can be a Heamotologist, Immunologist, Cellular Pathologist, Microbiologist, Clinical Biochemist and Forensic Scientist!
While frankly speaking, I prefer Biology to Chemistry. I have the passion and patience to study the entire page of a biology note even need me to memorize the entire page! I bet I can do it! While Chemistry, I prefer write the equation of the reaction to memorize. Maybe I dislike the Chemical Term! They sound weird!
But I like drugs!
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Kampar Life
上星期我去了一个晚会，psychological club组办的。第二次去酱的晚会，但这次，超疯的，也超好玩的，真的真的很好玩。赞！
最近的我有点不一样，我不怕孤独了。原来孤独是一种方法让你变独立。我站成！或者可以说，我爱自由。
今天，我竟然可以一个人把整个Assignment赶完，那时我还在抱病中呢！病魔呀，你什么时候才要离开我。最近，吃完东西就想吐，要不就吃不完哪盘美味可口的食物，要不就觉得食物很恶心。所以有时选择吃饼干或面包。我还怀疑我是不是患上了“考试病”，连续两次的考试我都抱病上战场，那么年终大考怎办？我不就要昏倒三四天吗。=.=
考试考完了，assignment也赶得七七八八了，剩下的只是presentation。感觉还蛮过瘾的，因为即将要放长假了！！！
轻松归轻松，我为了申请转大学的事已经搞得我团团转了，到底艾米斯大学收不收我，到底我的大学让不让我转？我当然希望可以转成功啦，我的梦想leh。药剂不容易读，但我满热爱他的工作环境。毕竟我在家里都已成为了婆婆的一名小药剂和小护士了。我想应该没什么难度吧对我来说。只要有恒心吗！
擯城的消息
婆婆的脚现在不再象小婴儿那嫩嫩的脚了，他可以一个人扶他走，上次还要两个人呢！这证明了他不再寄赖太多于别人了！
我的好朋友生日，WaiGee 生日快乐呀！
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最近的我有点不一样，我不怕孤独了。原来孤独是一种方法让你变独立。我站成！或者可以说，我爱自由。
今天，我竟然可以一个人把整个Assignment赶完，那时我还在抱病中呢！病魔呀，你什么时候才要离开我。最近，吃完东西就想吐，要不就吃不完哪盘美味可口的食物，要不就觉得食物很恶心。所以有时选择吃饼干或面包。我还怀疑我是不是患上了“考试病”，连续两次的考试我都抱病上战场，那么年终大考怎办？我不就要昏倒三四天吗。=.=
考试考完了，assignment也赶得七七八八了，剩下的只是presentation。感觉还蛮过瘾的，因为即将要放长假了！！！
轻松归轻松，我为了申请转大学的事已经搞得我团团转了，到底艾米斯大学收不收我，到底我的大学让不让我转？我当然希望可以转成功啦，我的梦想leh。药剂不容易读，但我满热爱他的工作环境。毕竟我在家里都已成为了婆婆的一名小药剂和小护士了。我想应该没什么难度吧对我来说。只要有恒心吗！
擯城的消息
婆婆的脚现在不再象小婴儿那嫩嫩的脚了，他可以一个人扶他走，上次还要两个人呢！这证明了他不再寄赖太多于别人了！
我的好朋友生日，WaiGee 生日快乐呀！
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