上星期我去了一个晚会，psychological club组办的。第二次去酱的晚会，但这次，超疯的，也超好玩的，真的真的很好玩。赞！
最近的我有点不一样，我不怕孤独了。原来孤独是一种方法让你变独立。我站成！或者可以说，我爱自由。
今天，我竟然可以一个人把整个Assignment赶完，那时我还在抱病中呢！病魔呀，你什么时候才要离开我。最近，吃完东西就想吐，要不就吃不完哪盘美味可口的食物，要不就觉得食物很恶心。所以有时选择吃饼干或面包。我还怀疑我是不是患上了“考试病”，连续两次的考试我都抱病上战场，那么年终大考怎办？我不就要昏倒三四天吗。=.=
考试考完了，assignment也赶得七七八八了，剩下的只是presentation。感觉还蛮过瘾的，因为即将要放长假了！！！
轻松归轻松，我为了申请转大学的事已经搞得我团团转了，到底艾米斯大学收不收我，到底我的大学让不让我转？我当然希望可以转成功啦，我的梦想leh。药剂不容易读，但我满热爱他的工作环境。毕竟我在家里都已成为了婆婆的一名小药剂和小护士了。我想应该没什么难度吧对我来说。只要有恒心吗！
擯城的消息
婆婆的脚现在不再象小婴儿那嫩嫩的脚了，他可以一个人扶他走，上次还要两个人呢！这证明了他不再寄赖太多于别人了！
我的好朋友生日，WaiGee 生日快乐呀！
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Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
second weeks in Kampar
Wow, it was quite a long time I din't update my blog. >.<
This was a short semester, whih mean that I still need to study about 5 more weeks, then my holidays arrive ... hooray~
To me, now I'm being socked in a pile of assignment and presentation already
Web Page Design => we titled the page as M.E.C (Maple Education Center)
Management studies => Yeo's company
English for communication => yet to be confirmed
And I hate the EFC lecturer, her pronunciation not accurate at all, while in the halfway of teaching, she can chat with her "honey" via phone =.= I think she hate our team a lot, we always toying and chatting behind the class. The worse thing was .. she hold our 70/100% assignment marks. WTH !!! We could just bear with her.
I decided that to take the new course, which is M.B,B.S , but the answer yet to be known soon. It needs interview, a good result, and courage. As a ordianry pupil in UTAR, though my result considered moderate, at least I attempt. Although the chance is very very very LOW, but at least I got attempt * no regret *
Be a doctor, hmmm... the name nice, but it's really hard to study. A Very tough subject in biology field. The fee for the whole 5-year program is roughly about 260K, what a big number....
Ms Chan, my biology lecturer telled me something regrading the people who study medicine course, it was very terrible !!!!
"My friend who takes medicine course in particular local university, when the exam is near, she didn't leave her room, and yet she paste a paper on the door tell her housemate that " if I didn't walk out my room for 3 days, please call ambulance". The food that she consumes just breads and water!!! " Ms.Chan said.
Really scary after I consulted her. hahax
She tells me 3 things to consider
1) financial
2)Courage
3)Capability
The most important is my capability, just me know where my capability can reach!
Frankly said, I'm not that talent when compared to others. haiz...
A doctor needs to 'open' the patient's body to diagnose the disease. I dare to dissect a mouse, I never dissect such a big, chunky animal = human body!!
I still ponder that would I faint or shiver when I really need to dissect such animal huh ?
Aikz, don't wanna to think about it, wait for the result.
On the other hand, my grandma, now move to home already, her legs still energy-less, she can't really stand well, a baby-like legs. And she told me yesterday, she felt relief when she stay at home rather than stay in hospital. Sure la, home got television, air-conditional, won't feel that hot when compared to hospital what!
Ah ma, you are the MOST brave people that I ever seen. You din't cry during the injection, though I know that really pain, especially the intravenous drip.
And I really feel hopeless when you lie on the bed in ICU, but now I really glad to see you can talk loudly to us. =D I do cherish you always ~~
During my 2 weeks sem break, I never missed a chance to meet you, because I'm missing your delicious food ^^ hahax gambatteh O
You are the only one who gives me the strength to take the MBBS course, so that I can take care of you when I graduated.. muakz
This was a short semester, whih mean that I still need to study about 5 more weeks, then my holidays arrive ... hooray~
To me, now I'm being socked in a pile of assignment and presentation already
Web Page Design => we titled the page as M.E.C (Maple Education Center)
Management studies => Yeo's company
English for communication => yet to be confirmed
And I hate the EFC lecturer, her pronunciation not accurate at all, while in the halfway of teaching, she can chat with her "honey" via phone =.= I think she hate our team a lot, we always toying and chatting behind the class. The worse thing was .. she hold our 70/100% assignment marks. WTH !!! We could just bear with her.
I decided that to take the new course, which is M.B,B.S , but the answer yet to be known soon. It needs interview, a good result, and courage. As a ordianry pupil in UTAR, though my result considered moderate, at least I attempt. Although the chance is very very very LOW, but at least I got attempt * no regret *
Be a doctor, hmmm... the name nice, but it's really hard to study. A Very tough subject in biology field. The fee for the whole 5-year program is roughly about 260K, what a big number....
Ms Chan, my biology lecturer telled me something regrading the people who study medicine course, it was very terrible !!!!
"My friend who takes medicine course in particular local university, when the exam is near, she didn't leave her room, and yet she paste a paper on the door tell her housemate that " if I didn't walk out my room for 3 days, please call ambulance". The food that she consumes just breads and water!!! " Ms.Chan said.
Really scary after I consulted her. hahax
She tells me 3 things to consider
1) financial
2)Courage
3)Capability
The most important is my capability, just me know where my capability can reach!
Frankly said, I'm not that talent when compared to others. haiz...
A doctor needs to 'open' the patient's body to diagnose the disease. I dare to dissect a mouse, I never dissect such a big, chunky animal = human body!!
I still ponder that would I faint or shiver when I really need to dissect such animal huh ?
Aikz, don't wanna to think about it, wait for the result.
On the other hand, my grandma, now move to home already, her legs still energy-less, she can't really stand well, a baby-like legs. And she told me yesterday, she felt relief when she stay at home rather than stay in hospital. Sure la, home got television, air-conditional, won't feel that hot when compared to hospital what!
Ah ma, you are the MOST brave people that I ever seen. You din't cry during the injection, though I know that really pain, especially the intravenous drip.
And I really feel hopeless when you lie on the bed in ICU, but now I really glad to see you can talk loudly to us. =D I do cherish you always ~~
During my 2 weeks sem break, I never missed a chance to meet you, because I'm missing your delicious food ^^ hahax gambatteh O
You are the only one who gives me the strength to take the MBBS course, so that I can take care of you when I graduated.. muakz
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
I think this was the last time we hanging out during this semester break. Wow, that day, really fun, we kept gossip to each others and take lots of photos, a great memento to me ^^ because I like take photo. Thanks to Wai Gee, who acts as a loyal driver, your driving really amazing. hahax.
Three of you studying form 6, which commence on 23 Feb, now just left me. T.T
On the other hand, my grandma, stills in hospital , last week, she vomitted twice a day, she vomit out the green-colour liquid, from our small intestine and gall bladder. The doctor said that my grandma's body stills can't really adapt in the absence of large intestine. So, must WAIT...
And recently the weather damn hot, in normal hospital room, there, damn crowd. The whole room is occupied by a lot of practical doctor, practical nurse and visitors everyday. Actually, after the surgery, we opted for first class room for my grandma, but there, lesser nurse and doctor monitor, so we choose to let my grandma stay in normal room instead of VIP room.
today(23 Feb), noon, 1.15pm , block C-room 11- bed 6, vanue- GHospital , the old woman had taken her own way. She really suffer, everyday, she needs to inject a lot of needle and use a lot of machine to maintain her life. She was minute in size, and I heard that her sister, died in the same bed same room last week. She was 96-year-old and die due to I don't the reason =D. Before she passed away, she was fed by by 3 SEGI college's nurses!!!! Someone said that the nurses feed her in hurry, and she can't swallon in time, so the fluid stuck on the middle of the throat, and lead to ...death
Wish her rest in peace...
I'm going back to Kampar at 28 Feb 10. Stills left about 4 days. Haiz... Time really flied la
And now I wish I can study pharmacy course, or madic which provided by our school soon.Hopes I can be the one who studys that course ^^
Thursday, February 18, 2010
hanging out and visiti
This is my dinner at GP
Yesterday, hanged out with my old friends. I break my record, within 2 days, I watched 2 movies-- 72 tenants and Percy Jackson, somemore at midnight.!!
Now, Cinema becomes a tradition for chinese, every time I go and gonna buy the ticket, beside the title of the movie , sure see the phrase 'selling fast' or 'sold out' . How terrible huh!!!
The lightning thieve damn nice, which is about the competition between 3 gods, Zeus, Hades and Proseidus (don't know spell it correctly or not). Zeus lost his thunderbolt, and the son of Proseidus ----> Percy Jackson, being suspected. And so on....
This really a nice movie indeed.
while the 72 tenants, I watched till forget the time, I keep laughing all the time. A good comedy.
About my grandma, she looks nice now,pinky pinky face and everything okey, the tubes also lesse, now she can talk loudly with me. ^^
Now she moved to normal room, but personally I like ICU, because there got air-conditional.
Nowadays, the weather damn hot, seemed to me that I'm living inside an oven. My garndma has a clumcy yet "bulky" body size. She didn't move her body all day long, just lie on the bed 24 hours. Her backside sweat and sometime I can feel the 'heat' dissipated from her body when I lean to her.
At home , my mom replaced my grandma position, being a 'beginner chef' . She din't has any skills, but she can cook delicious dishes. Actually, I also know how to cook la, like fried egg, soup ( this hard for me , didn't have any experience) etc. Normal dishes from beginner chef. Haiz... I missed the chance to eat the dishes that cooked from my grandma T.T
Saturday, February 13, 2010
success
surgery start from 12pm midnight and end at 4pm midnight.(new year eve)
I can't sleep that night, seems suffer from insomnia.......and I hate this new year arrive
还蛮怕外婆不能度过这个严冬，只要过了，就安全了。
Just visit my grandma just now, which just underwent a high risk surgery in General Hospital. The doctor said the surgery was successfully done, but I worry about my grandma's body condition. When I first saw my grandma, I can't resist myself, I gonna cry, but I didn't. She was half-conscious that time, yet there were lots of tubes prick into my grandma's vain, she become slimmer A LOT. The surgery 'cut' away my grandma entire large intestine, now my grandma live without large intestine, just small intestine, and the doctor connect the small intestine straight to the anus, so my grandma can't consume 'hard' food when she recover. What a miserable event.
I think their was about totally 6 tubes insert into my grandma's body
1. right hand (supplying glucose)
2. left hand ( supply blood)
3. vagina ( Urination)
4. throat( I ponder why they need to set a tube here? You know, the diameter of the tube damn large!!! Surely leave a scar, and this is the most pain place I think.)
5. nose (for respiration purpose)
6. anus( expels excess blood)
I walked beside my grandma, hold tightly her hand, and the nurse call my grandma which was still half-conscious. My grandma opened her eyes then, with tears, I think she was suffering now, she can't sound, she can't express her intention, the only thing that I saw was her hand trembling vigorously, and her mouth was shaking. It seemed to us that she gonna deliver something to us, but she can't speak, maybe she don't have the enough energy to speak, briefly said that my grandma's body very very weak.
I vaguely heard my relatives speak about the event before my grandma undergo surgery, there were a lot of practical doctor surrounded my grandma, aids insertion of tubes. some give injection. They inject about 10++ times, inject till my grandma faint. Someone rather choose to die than injection. The injection really PAIN, some-more my grandma needs to inject about 10++ times. sob sob.
About 6pm, my mom received a call from my aunt, she said that my grandma is fever now. OMG!! after a surgery, she was contaminated with influenza virus. haiz ... hopes my grandma will go through this very period.
Withstand till the last minute!!! gambatteh.
On the other hand, my uncle, which also suffer from an unknown disease, can't heal at all. He didn't work for 1 year already, always stay at home, and this lead to melancholia. He was so annoying, he like to speak to himself sometime, and sometime speak to my grandma when my grandma still healthy. He wasn't a doctor, but he likes to act as a pro-doctor. Judge the professional doctor from GH. Just a little problem, he makes till like a disaster arrived. Oh gosh.
Hopes my grandma will recover soon.
Ah ma, I'm here , and going back on the end of February, hopes that I can taste your delicious food soon. I'm waiting.
tomorrow, new year and valentine day, my grandma in hospital, so mood less.
And wish my friends happy CNY and happy valentine.
I can't sleep that night, seems suffer from insomnia.......and I hate this new year arrive
还蛮怕外婆不能度过这个严冬，只要过了，就安全了。
Just visit my grandma just now, which just underwent a high risk surgery in General Hospital. The doctor said the surgery was successfully done, but I worry about my grandma's body condition. When I first saw my grandma, I can't resist myself, I gonna cry, but I didn't. She was half-conscious that time, yet there were lots of tubes prick into my grandma's vain, she become slimmer A LOT. The surgery 'cut' away my grandma entire large intestine, now my grandma live without large intestine, just small intestine, and the doctor connect the small intestine straight to the anus, so my grandma can't consume 'hard' food when she recover. What a miserable event.
I think their was about totally 6 tubes insert into my grandma's body
1. right hand (supplying glucose)
2. left hand ( supply blood)
3. vagina ( Urination)
4. throat( I ponder why they need to set a tube here? You know, the diameter of the tube damn large!!! Surely leave a scar, and this is the most pain place I think.)
5. nose (for respiration purpose)
6. anus( expels excess blood)
I walked beside my grandma, hold tightly her hand, and the nurse call my grandma which was still half-conscious. My grandma opened her eyes then, with tears, I think she was suffering now, she can't sound, she can't express her intention, the only thing that I saw was her hand trembling vigorously, and her mouth was shaking. It seemed to us that she gonna deliver something to us, but she can't speak, maybe she don't have the enough energy to speak, briefly said that my grandma's body very very weak.
I vaguely heard my relatives speak about the event before my grandma undergo surgery, there were a lot of practical doctor surrounded my grandma, aids insertion of tubes. some give injection. They inject about 10++ times, inject till my grandma faint. Someone rather choose to die than injection. The injection really PAIN, some-more my grandma needs to inject about 10++ times. sob sob.
About 6pm, my mom received a call from my aunt, she said that my grandma is fever now. OMG!! after a surgery, she was contaminated with influenza virus. haiz ... hopes my grandma will go through this very period.
Withstand till the last minute!!! gambatteh.
On the other hand, my uncle, which also suffer from an unknown disease, can't heal at all. He didn't work for 1 year already, always stay at home, and this lead to melancholia. He was so annoying, he like to speak to himself sometime, and sometime speak to my grandma when my grandma still healthy. He wasn't a doctor, but he likes to act as a pro-doctor. Judge the professional doctor from GH. Just a little problem, he makes till like a disaster arrived. Oh gosh.
Hopes my grandma will recover soon.
Ah ma, I'm here , and going back on the end of February, hopes that I can taste your delicious food soon. I'm waiting.
tomorrow, new year and valentine day, my grandma in hospital, so mood less.
And wish my friends happy CNY and happy valentine.
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