second weeks in Kampar

Wow, it was quite a long time I din't update my blog. >.<
This was a short semester, whih mean that I still need to study about 5 more weeks, then my holidays arrive ... hooray~

To me, now I'm being socked in a pile of assignment and presentation already
 Web Page Design => we titled the page as M.E.C (Maple Education Center)
 Management studies => Yeo's company
 English for communication => yet to be confirmed 

And I hate the EFC lecturer, her pronunciation not accurate at all, while in the halfway of teaching, she can chat with her "honey" via phone =.=  I think she hate our team a lot, we always toying and chatting behind the class. The worse thing was .. she hold our 70/100% assignment marks. WTH !!! We could just bear with her.

I decided that to take the new course, which is M.B,B.S , but the answer yet to be known soon. It needs interview, a good result, and courage. As a ordianry pupil in UTAR, though my result considered moderate, at least I attempt. Although the chance is very very very LOW, but at least I got attempt  * no regret *
Be a doctor, hmmm... the name nice, but it's really hard to study. A Very tough subject in biology field. The fee for the whole 5-year program is roughly about 260K, what a big number....
Ms Chan, my biology lecturer telled me something regrading the people who study medicine course, it was very terrible !!!!

"My friend who takes medicine course in particular local university, when the exam is near, she didn't leave her room, and yet she paste a paper on the door tell her housemate that " if I didn't walk out my room for 3 days, please call ambulance". The food that she consumes just breads and water!!! " Ms.Chan said.
Really scary after I consulted her. hahax 
She tells me 3 things to consider
1) financial 
2)Courage
3)Capability 
The most important is my capability, just me know where my capability can reach!
Frankly said, I'm not that talent when compared to others. haiz...
A doctor needs to 'open' the patient's body to diagnose the disease. I dare to dissect a mouse, I never dissect such a big, chunky animal = human body!!
I still ponder that would I faint or shiver when I really need to dissect such animal huh ?

Aikz, don't wanna to think about it, wait for the result.

On the other hand, my grandma, now move to home already, her legs still energy-less, she can't really stand well, a baby-like legs. And she told me yesterday, she felt relief when she stay at home rather than stay in hospital. Sure la, home got television, air-conditional, won't feel that hot when compared to hospital what!
Ah ma, you are the MOST brave people that I ever seen. You din't cry during the injection, though I know that really pain, especially the intravenous drip.
And I really feel hopeless when you lie on the bed in ICU, but now I really glad to see you can talk loudly to us. =D  I do cherish you always ~~
During my 2 weeks sem break, I never missed a chance to meet you, because I'm missing your delicious food  ^^   hahax  gambatteh O
You are the only one who gives me the strength to take the MBBS course, so that I can take care of you when I graduated.. muakz

                                              Having fun at Red Box

I think this was the last time we hanging out during this semester break. Wow, that day, really fun, we kept gossip to each others and take lots of photos, a great memento to me ^^  because I like take photo. Thanks to Wai Gee, who acts as a loyal driver, your driving really amazing. hahax.
Three of you studying form 6, which commence on 23 Feb, now just left me. T.T

On the other hand, my grandma, stills in hospital , last week, she vomitted twice a day, she vomit out the green-colour liquid, from our small intestine and gall bladder. The doctor said that my grandma's body stills can't really adapt in the absence of large intestine. So, must WAIT...
And recently the weather damn hot, in normal hospital room, there, damn crowd. The whole room is occupied by a lot of practical doctor, practical nurse and visitors everyday. Actually, after the surgery, we opted for first class room for my grandma, but there, lesser nurse and doctor monitor, so we choose to let my grandma stay in normal room instead of VIP room.

today(23 Feb), noon, 1.15pm , block C-room 11- bed 6, vanue- GHospital , the old woman had taken her own way.  She really suffer, everyday, she needs to inject a lot of needle and use a lot of machine to maintain her life. She was minute in size, and I heard that her sister, died in the same bed same room last week. She was 96-year-old and die due to I don't the reason =D. Before she passed away, she was fed by by 3 SEGI college's nurses!!!! Someone said that the nurses feed her in hurry, and she can't swallon in time, so the fluid stuck on the middle of the throat, and lead to ...death
Wish her rest in peace...

I'm going back to Kampar at 28 Feb 10. Stills left about 4 days. Haiz... Time really flied la
And now I wish I can study pharmacy course, or madic which provided by our school soon.Hopes I can be the one who studys that course ^^

hanging out and visiti

This is my dinner at GP

Yesterday, hanged out with my old friends. I break my record, within 2 days, I watched 2 movies-- 72 tenants and Percy Jackson, somemore at midnight.!!

Now, Cinema becomes a tradition for chinese, every time I go and gonna buy the ticket, beside the title of the movie , sure  see  the phrase 'selling fast' or 'sold out' . How terrible huh!!!

The lightning thieve damn nice, which is about the competition between 3 gods, Zeus, Hades and Proseidus (don't know spell it correctly or not). Zeus lost his thunderbolt, and the son of Proseidus ----> Percy Jackson, being suspected. And so on....

This really a nice movie indeed.

while the 72 tenants, I watched till forget the time, I keep laughing all the time. A good comedy.

About my grandma, she looks nice now,pinky pinky face and everything okey, the tubes also lesse, now she can talk loudly with me. ^^

Now she moved to normal room, but personally I like ICU, because there got air-conditional.

Nowadays, the weather damn hot, seemed to me that I'm living inside an oven. My garndma has a clumcy yet "bulky" body size. She didn't move her body all day long, just lie on the bed 24 hours. Her backside sweat and sometime I can feel the 'heat' dissipated from her body when I lean to her.

At home , my mom replaced my grandma position, being a 'beginner chef' . She din't has any skills, but she can cook  delicious dishes. Actually, I also know how to cook la, like fried egg, soup ( this hard for me , didn't have any experience) etc. Normal dishes from beginner chef. Haiz... I missed the chance to eat the dishes that cooked from my grandma T.T

success

surgery start from 12pm midnight and end at 4pm midnight.(new year eve)
I can't sleep that night, seems suffer from insomnia.......and I hate this new year arrive
还蛮怕外婆不能度过这个严冬，只要过了，就安全了。

Just visit my grandma just now, which just underwent a high risk surgery in General Hospital. The doctor said the surgery was successfully done, but I worry about my grandma's body condition. When I first saw my grandma, I can't resist myself, I gonna cry, but I didn't. She was half-conscious that time, yet there were lots of tubes prick into my grandma's vain, she become slimmer A LOT. The surgery 'cut' away my grandma entire large intestine, now my grandma live without large intestine, just small intestine, and the doctor connect the small intestine straight to the anus, so my grandma can't consume 'hard' food when she recover. What a miserable event.

I think their was about totally 6 tubes insert into my grandma's body
1. right hand (supplying glucose)
2. left hand ( supply blood)
3. vagina ( Urination)
4. throat( I ponder why they need to set a tube here? You know, the diameter of the tube damn large!!! Surely leave a scar, and this is the most pain place I think.)
5. nose (for respiration purpose)
6.  anus( expels excess blood)

I walked beside my grandma, hold tightly her hand, and the nurse call my grandma which was still half-conscious. My grandma opened her eyes then, with tears, I think she was suffering now, she can't sound, she can't express her intention, the only thing that I saw was her hand trembling vigorously, and her mouth was shaking. It seemed to us that she gonna deliver something to us, but she can't speak, maybe she don't have the enough energy to speak, briefly said that my grandma's body very very weak.

I vaguely heard my relatives speak about the event before my grandma undergo surgery, there were a lot of practical doctor surrounded my grandma, aids insertion of tubes. some give injection. They inject about 10++ times, inject till my grandma faint. Someone rather choose to die than injection. The injection really PAIN, some-more my grandma needs to inject about 10++ times. sob sob.

About 6pm, my mom received a call from my aunt, she said that my grandma is fever now. OMG!! after a surgery, she was contaminated with influenza virus. haiz ... hopes my grandma will go through this very period.
Withstand till the last  minute!!! gambatteh.

On the other hand, my uncle, which also suffer from an unknown disease, can't heal at all. He didn't work for 1 year already, always stay at home, and this lead to melancholia. He was so annoying, he like to speak to himself sometime, and sometime speak to my grandma when my grandma still healthy. He wasn't a doctor, but he likes to act as a pro-doctor. Judge the professional doctor from GH. Just a little problem, he makes till like a disaster arrived. Oh gosh.

Hopes my grandma will recover soon.
Ah ma, I'm here , and going back on the end of February, hopes that I can taste your delicious food soon. I'm waiting. 

tomorrow, new year and valentine day, my grandma in hospital, so mood less.
And wish my friends happy CNY and happy valentine.

昨夜 7 Jan 2010

昨天半夜，不知几点钟，我竟然从梦里被雷声吵醒。由于我是单人房，当我一醒，四周一片黑暗，唯有那厕所灯，看着那窗口的缝隙，闪呀闪，连接着那恐怖的雷声，真的很恐怖。在床上的我，不经颤抖着，很想上厕所，但又怕看见不该看见的东西。这时，如果我有 roommate那该多好。两个人总比一个人好，两个人可以给我勇气，力量去面对。半夜的天气，是超级冷的，犹如我在享受空调，但昨天并不是享受，而是探险！！！最可怕的是，我家对面的hostel,刚刚建好的，那些门，竟然'ping' 'pong' 到几大声，就连我家的厕所门也在振，可怕可怕。那时我很急尿，又怕厕所里有那些‘东西’，就忍着忍着，忍到七点酱，才起身。但昨夜的梦很甜，好久没尝试过酱美 yet 甜的梦了。


                ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~After 1 hour~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

就来到学校了，今天上最后一次的化学实验了，很开心，可是还要做report,幸好是partial report。但庆兴的是我化学的mid-term尽然有超过一半，真的是要谢天谢地了。还发生了一件很好笑的事件。主角是一男一女，男的竟然转移目标，不再做我‘爸’的跟屁虫，那女的，蛮可怜的，希望那女的可以早点脱离苦海，而希望那男的可以知道我们在逃避他吧！然后赶快改掉它的坏习惯吧！
当我要回家时，干好经过 ddk3,看见素妤的书包，原来他有press conference，好奇的我，就走进去看个究竟，蛮不错的，suki 讲的很稳，你应该当host 的吗，为何当designer呢！我酱好去看你的press conferrence,尽然还sent message 说我 'make u excited', =.= 但你
excited了也没忘词呀！不赖嘛，天才就是天才 ^^

还有，可能会闭关一个月，从现在开始，要啃书了，准备大考。很累，真的很累，第一天就考 Public Speaking, 还蛮多东西要背的，还有那化学，超级难啦！剩的还可以。我希望可以拿到4.0, 但我会很压力，所以，现在要求自己比上个semester 好就可以了。Must get more than 3.6. 希望可以做到。^^
今天的天气，阴阴的，希望不要下雨，不然我就不能去游泳了，不能游泳，我就更加肥了。希望新年有个漂漂亮亮的身材。。wahhaha.
还有明天要去Ipoh看戏---Avatar 很多人讲很好看，令我也很想看，虽然上映了很久，但他的票数也是TOP TOP 的，很厉害！！！希望明天有票啦！=D
星期日呢，就跟诗柔他们去old town买车票，还没决定好要买几时的票，最好是after考完数学，但又怕有聚会，上个sem已经没去了，如果这一次又没去的话，真的很过意不去。但我问了良久，很多次，但没人回应我，希望尽早决定，一旦买了车票，就不能退还了，所以赶快做决定吧！

现在的天气（3.51pm) 开始有雷声了 wuwuwuwu, 请不要下雨！！！
现在（4.01pm) 开始要下雨了，雷声很响亮！！！看是没机会去游泳了，haiz...又肥了T,T

讨厌下雨天！！ =(